wining time

i'm back to konstanz.
it felt like home for about 2 hours (after NYC, any place with less than 10 million people will feel cosy enough to be a home...), but after i was done being excited about the green grass and the blue sky, i've got cought into the worst depression... i have good reasons of course. i'm sick as a dog; i feel totally disconnected after being away for 2 weeks; everybody speaks german, and expect me to do the same; john comes back from ohio in only 2 weeks...
i'm gonna be ok soon, and some good people are taking care of me here. but on the grounds of total lack of motivation to do anything at all, and being blue as artik anavim, i excuse myself from blogging till i get my zest back...

luv u all