the trip was a big success. we had so much fun. we got along the three of us very good as well.
the truth is, i came back already 4 days ago, but i'm still not in the blogging mood. I've tried but couldnt squeez out of myself anymore than these few sentences. so i just wanted to say that all is good, and that i'm back. the semester has started today, and tomorrow i will have my first class.
I'm going through something right now, which is the thing that deprives me of blogging mood or whatsoever mood for that matter. This something is so harsh that i've started smoking on my porch alone. But no worries - smoke alarm in my head went on, and i've hidden the cigarettes far away from the reach of children. So officially i quit smoking for an indefinite period of time.
I dont really understand what's going with me. it's something about my need to loose myself in another person, and how i always pick the wrong hero for that. but Tabitha is back today, and Allison too, so the horizon looks clearer.
and as i said before, i posses the full advantage of a mood swinger, so i never know what's just around the corner. although i also posses the fool disadvantage of a borderline personality disorder... but no, i'm gonna be fine