polar bear

flatmates are great! if u wanna sleep over u dont need to get fancy, drive, park your car, forget your toothbrush, loose your bra, need to leave his house at 7 a.m. when he leaves because u dont have a key...
u can be absolutely casual, eat your sandwitsches in the kitchen together, then just hang out in his room because he has more tv chanels than u. then crowl under his blanket with the excuse that u'r really cold. if only then u found out that u forgot to take a shower today, than u go and spontaneously take one - after all it's your house and u can shower whenever u like. now it could be a little hard to find your way under his blanket again because u lost your nice excuse after u took a hot shower, but it's still possible. so u watch stupid tv after one of u falls asleep... now u can ither pretend that u are the one and just never leave, or when he cant take it with the remote control anymore u naively ask 'can we just cuddle a little before bedtime?'. and he sais 'yes, of course' because he's been waiting for u to ask. and then u cuddle like little kids, because he's actually too sleepy to cuddle like big kids. and then u cant really sleep all night long because it's still not your bed and still not your man. but u stay, patiently waiting for the morning which might bring some more cuddling with it. and it does. but you're still do it like kids because he's gotta go. (the fact that now u have the key from the appartment doesnt mean that he woulndt have to leave early). and u dont mind that u haven't fall asleep for longer than 10 minutes because he's soft and white and has blond hairs - just like a polar bear. so u breakfast together and play eachother your favorit songs on the discman and dance in the kitchen. and it's kinda funny that it's still your kitchen and your toilet - just not your bed this time. then he goes. but u dont mind. he'll come back, it's his hause too after all. and u'r not bored anymore. now u finally feel like reading all those books standing on your shelf and waiting for your good mood to be read. and u read. and you're happy.
on the evening u are going to go to the movies. and u secretly hope that afterwards something nice will come on the tv and its gonna be cold in his room again. and maybe he's gonna be less tired, just for that night, because it's your last night. he's gonna be gone forever in the morning.