suddenly happy :)

morhi told me a story once, how he was in india laying on the street with a terrible stomack infection, no money, no friends and no return ticket - and then he suddenly felt a completely overwhelming happiness without no apparent reason or explanation. i always thought he's a wacko.
and here i am. on monday i fell of my bike leaving big chunks of my precious skin and blood on the pavement. at the same time i had such a bad stomack infection that i had to fast. that was also one day after the polar bear left. then i had to go to work again and do the most dumm work any one could ever make up for me sitting in the ugliest office and only guessing how sunny it is outside. all my friends are long gone, along with my roomates, i can't put my hiking boots on because of a huge wound on my thumb and i have a terrible dandruff.
and then i've got happy. but so happy that it's nearly my happiest week in konstanz for the past year. just purely joyful and careless.
on tuesday i'm gonna be gone. forever.